Borrowed Time
Happy New Year's Eve!!!! 2017 is coming to an end and Snap Chat reminded me of just how much I have done this year and I felt fulfilled. Soon after I had that feeling my sister called me with some heartbreaking news about someone I love dearly and we are not sure they will enter into the New Year with us. It's like no matter how much you smile life reminds you we are all on borrowed time. Borrowed time is my reason for living my best life. Emanuel and I have a hard time with choosing to be there for someone else verses choosing to be there for ourselves (he is a little worse at this than me). This year we decided not to feel bad about choosing ourselves and it was honestly the best thing we could have ever done. It is so easy to get caught up in doing for others, being there for others, LIVING for others, and forget about living for yourself. Don't get me wrong there is nothing wrong with being supportive of others but that shouldn't be your single purpose in life.